the longing...



Monday, January 31, 2005
「 the longing. 4:50 PM 」

there are many variations on how many muscles it takes to smile and frown, but in all of them, it is always easier to smile...so do yourself a favour and save some energy...but then...if you want to burn so calories, dun mind frowning a bit.

just now swimming cia...ALMOST drown! wth...but im getting the hang of it...get used to liaoz...yay...then clayton ask everyone to put the nick as "VSCO WILL GET GOLD WITH HONOUR"...and so weiling puts up "VSCO WILL GET GOLD WITH HONOUR..I'm betting clayton's balls vsco can do it" wah lao...so lame...

*sweatdrop* i put "always drown" instead of "almost drown"...what the...

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Sunday, January 30, 2005
「 the longing. 2:09 PM 」

this coming syf means a lot to me...to everyone. but no one cares. if we get a c.o.p...a lot of people will be devastated...especially the sec3 and 4s...cause for most of us, its out only syf...means our cca points got problem liao...but with that, the whole mood of the co will change...all the mirth will be gone and i dun noe what will happen...then co will be condemn...will be so awful...but lets not be so pesismistic...just hope that everyone will practice hard...and we can super luckily get a gold...then we will rejoice...hurry up and increase the practice time already.

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
「 the longing. 7:34 PM 」

Changed the music...its Winter II from Boys Be...hope can hear...anyway...got an IQ question here...

There are 3 person, A, B and C standing behind one another. In a box, there are five hats, three white and two black. Three hats were taken out randomly from the box and placed on the three persons' head each. Then they were asked to tell what colour hat they themselves were wearing, without looking up. C looked at B and A, and said that he cannot tell what colour hat he is wearing. B looked at A, and said the same. A, standing the most in front, with nothing to look at, listen to the comments of C and B, and said that he can tell what colour hat he himself is wearing. The question is, what colour hat A is wearing, and how do you get that conclusion.

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Sunday, January 23, 2005
「 the longing. 6:16 AM 」

Basically yesterday was quite okay...just that at the dazu, the first time we tried, and everyone got it right...then wu lao shi also praised us...but wasnt that good afterwards...so he asked us to play one by one...starting from yingkai...he did okay i guess...when it got to me...i was a bit nervous...and was still shivering from the cold...so screw like free lah...afterwards when he tried with me again...i did quite well w/o the other instruments, but when they were added in, screw again...but luckily still include in the four that is blowing...must really buck up...

after that went tuition and quickly hurried to eat and change...hongzhou and annsiong hitched a ride on the way to dhs...well...the concert was quite good, especially the dhsco Long Teng Hu Yue...damn action lor. just that i was sniffing away...arg...got fever...later got cheng san co concert...lets go shout...

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Friday, January 21, 2005
「 the longing. 7:55 PM 」

on thursday clay talked to us until very late...i went home at 7pm...he talked a lot...about what happened to the current comm...about all the flaws...and tell us to not repeat their mistakes...sigh...the new comm will have to do a lot...our goal is to make co fun and lively as the past...and my goal is to settle the dispute between co and band...if it is possible...which is only possible if co get gold...hard...i must get guan yue to practice the hou ban pai...dont want to see wu lao shi so pissed again...then tomorrow got dazhu...so scared get screwed again...and then after that got the temasek concert...very fun, can see what dhs is like...then sunday got cheng san concert...will be looking forward to them

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
「 the longing. 7:16 PM 」

Reflection Diary:
What is a mirror for? To show your reflection? All it shows is that cold and empty shell, then outside figure then is an image of you. What matters is inside...where the heart beats, and you can see what the inside is like.

What is death? I am sure it has been asked over and over again. I used to fear death, and do not deny that i still fear it now. Even if you say all things will come to an end, there is still no changing the fact that it is death. No matter what you say it is, whether it is kick the bucket, met his maker, sleeping with the fishes, passed away or simply died, it is still an emptiness of leaving the face of the earth. But all we have to do is the get on with life and forget about it. It will take longer to reach you that way.

I want to live life the way the way it is. I would let anyone change it for me.

PS: typed too much crap...what am i talking about anyway...

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Monday, January 17, 2005
「 the longing. 4:57 PM 」

Im starting to hate mondays...not because of the subjects, but because of the events...cause on monday, i have to go home by myself as my mother had to fetch my sister...not my fault my sis had to go to a jc so far away...and after that, i have to go swimming...then go home very late...so after that have to hurry homework...sigh...

today during break time, i went out of my classroom and saw weeho...he was like asking me to go with home later to find the sec1s who did not go to the first co practice on friday to talk to them...so we went during lunch time...when we did our first class, which was 1D, the first three classes (1A, 1B, 1C) were already leaving for lunch...so we didnt do these three classes...who has the most sec1s who didnt came...-.- So we just did the other classes...

later we went down...i queued up for noodles as it looked quite appetizing...then there was this auntie....some cleaner or watever...was queueing up infront of me...then at the two aunties at the stall beside mine suddenly started scolding...then they came to queue up behind me...and they started swearing...super lame....but in the end...i didnt buy....something sold out or wth lah...

after school i bought some snacks...then the helper at the stall was like..."Duo Sao?"...-.- she is like asking me how much the stuff i took cost -.-....so im going swimming later...hope i can start swimming at last...

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Thursday, January 13, 2005
「 the longing. 9:06 PM 」

Tomorrow is when the sec1 choose their instrument...the sec4 got some Resiliency course...so the sec3 comm in charge lah...so today we all when home quite late...discussing what we are going to do tmrrow. just hope everything will go smoothly...i luv resilience -> -.-

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
「 the longing. 9:30 PM 」

Hai...don't know why i chose to be a secretary...so much work...but actually right...not much compared to the others...

in the list of wat the class comm have to do...it states-
Secretary:
-maintain proper records of meetings
-ensure that all classmates are informed of decisions made at CMC meetings
-supervise the general outlook and updating of class noticeboards with
relevant info pertaining to the students
-ensure that classrooms are well decorated in the respective festive moods appropriately
-assist with the smooth running of the Reading Programme

damn crap lor...but anything lah...just do it...
all ive done so far was typing out the whole class contact list...soon to be done is the class rules and class duty roster...compared to the others...so little...

hmm...23rd of jan...cheng san co concert...clayton was asking everyone to go lor...must be because he is performing...so wants everyone to go see him...haha

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Monday, January 10, 2005
「 the longing. 9:20 PM 」

wah...just typed finish the class contact list...waste my ink cia...

im getting used to the new school schedule liao...but tomorrow will be damn boring...tomorrow is maths and language day...got a maths, e maths, mother tongue and english...in the evening must have that boring chinese...wah lou...can sleep cia...then after that still got PE then can go home...omg...

the news i saw just now said about something like if u exercise vigorously a lot, you die earlier...lame cia...but there is some possibility in it...cause i think usually men die earlier then women...and men usually do a lot more exercise then women right? so if u want to die early, don't sucide. just run alot.

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Friday, January 07, 2005
「 the longing. 8:25 PM 」

Everyday so long then go home...i really hate the new timetable...especially during MT and Bio...super boring...those are the times were i really almost fall asleep...sec3 life...sigh...will be a whole freakin lot better if there isnt any change...sigh...its like monday is 4.25pm, tues 5pm, wed is 4.25 again, then thursday and friday are both CCA days where there is CO and have to go home very late...so always go home very tired...then damn crap lor...art and photography club already changed to media club...merge wif VSPrint...then i dun noe if i can still be in it...the meetings are on thursday...so i dunno wat to do...damn pissed...tomorrow got da zhu practice...we are playing a new song...see how it goes...

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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
「 the longing. 5:33 PM 」

Super long day...from 7am until 5pm...then chinese lesson so boring then i keep falling asleep...then i was sitting like right infront of the teacher...sigh...then our class 3D is one of the best class...what high expectations crap...and then the form teachers were choosing the Class Management Committee(CMC)...then somehow i got nominated...then somehow i got into the class comm...i chose to be secretary for some weird reason...aiya...nxt time sure very busy one lah...

Then just came back from the swimming lessons...damn embarressing...cause due to some awful fact that im very shy when i was younger...i didnt go for any swimming lessons before...sad case...now have to learn from scratch...but ok...i hope can manage...

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Saturday, January 01, 2005
「 the longing. 11:10 AM 」

Changed my layout...i think it looks alot nicer now...first day of the year already...seriously hope that i can do well for the year...whether is for acedemics or cca...let this new template be a new start for the new year ;)

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