the longing...



Friday, April 28, 2006
「 the longing. 9:57 PM 」

i missed out my chance to listen to a rally...but well, granted, i sacrificed it for a dinner at a famous thai restaurant with my family to celebrate my sister's birthday yesterday...guess you cant choose both in cases like this...but well...see how? i might go tmr or something if i can get my parent to go with me but not very likely...see how lah.

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Monday, April 24, 2006
「 the longing. 9:18 PM 」

D-Technolife English Lyrics

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

Your hand that I held...

Will we lose it someday?
I want to protect you and that disappearing smile
The ringing voice that calls me dries out
Even if it gets erased by the wind along time
I will find you

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize

Like a rusted person

It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another
You said you could live on your own
Just with the usual kind words
You ache to a point where I cannot reach you

Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindness
Do you remember
By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others
Drive your Life

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize

How can I see the meaning of life
Disappearing, you're the only. . .

So you will not break, you distance yourself from me
Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Now it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life?
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return

Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday

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Thursday, April 20, 2006
「 the longing. 8:30 PM 」

lol...resiliency course rocks...i guess...the only part is that it is still able to make me not feel bored for about three hours straight...then theres the breaking of boards and bricks, teaching us of basic self-defence to not get raped (no link thou)...then also a lot of story telling...but im kinda glad its was postphoned from wednesday, at least i got more time to go watch movie...ice age 2...quite nice i guess?

today was handover ceremony...then felix there joking about some tea ceremony...phew no more chairman...then we met our new teacher in charge...but oh well, not my business anymore...but still, since sec1, there had been 4 changes in teachers...whoa.

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Sunday, April 16, 2006
「 the longing. 7:44 AM 」

process leads to a result
result leads to an outcome
outcome leads to a conclusion
conclusion leads to understanding
understanding leads to another thesis
thesis leads to process.
all these have no link eh?

im bored. mid years are coming...no normal person likes studying...but still...
i like writing novels and stories. since kindergardan when we go to this lab and type out those "essays" with five or so sentences and three to six words in each, i enjoy standing by the teacher's table and reading the "essays" of another studiomates. this is wat i remember. now i find the time for writting long narratives, especially fantasy type. well not NOW, but in these past years. but when you are now sec4 and take out to read the completely filled written exercise book, its like the standard is really low and you can pick out lots of places where the language, vocabulary and grammer can be improved on. its interesting. for now i still frequently have to urge to start writing...but no time >.< guess it will have to wait till after the Os...

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Thursday, April 13, 2006
「 the longing. 8:16 PM 」

full day on wednesday...but pooh...its spoiled cause of the resiliency course...

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
「 the longing. 9:15 PM 」

omg...exhausted completely. cheering our hearts out at turf city today, but it wasnt all for nothing. when the C boys division results were out, each school called out from the back which wasnt VS, we cheered...but the best was when...first place, victoria school...

then interestingly...the b division boys results...it was announced 4th...we were all quite disappointed at that, but we still cheered to pass time during the processes. then in the end during the prize presentation, it was announced that there was an error...and all our spirits lifted in hopes. as each school went to take the medals, we were so so glad when it came down to 2nd, and it was not our school...

two champion titles...same as last yr...so lets hope somehow we can get a half day for that eh?

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
「 the longing. 9:05 PM 」

uh huh...tmr is nation x-country championships...this is much more fun than track and field at vjc...i mean...even thou its still time wasting, at least u get to cheer real loud together...haha the best thing is that as sec 4s, we get free chartered bus....lalala

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Monday, April 10, 2006
「 the longing. 4:06 PM 」

i really keep wanting to stop playing the computer but well, my discipline is low, and after all im ever indecisive...oh well, see how. after 8 years of funfair playing of the com...how am i going to like...just stop? want to swear...really have to break off all connections with the online world...

sorry sook han for that day...yea as i said...was just kinda tired. but anyway...if this blog doesnt get updated frequently, that means ive successfully stopped...cause if want to stop then must completely stop. haha. i dunno wat will happen once i get online again.

anyway, i guess im handing over either this or next thursday. that will mark my end as an incompetent chair...but well, thats the end. watever happens after that will be, well, none of my business.
just hope that they will fare much better than my batch.

okay...kinda longer than previous super short posts, today is my napfa five stations...seriously, i kinda suck at some stations...but who cares, give me more reason to not re-run my 2.4. silver lor...at least better than some people who get A for everything but because cannot do even one pull-up so fail the whole test...then i still there doing 21...how nice...im proud of that, i know. sorry bout that.

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
「 the longing. 8:21 PM 」

it is always sad to end...so would it be rather not to have started at all?

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Saturday, April 01, 2006
「 the longing. 8:35 PM 」

the dhsco concert was - omg.

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