Min Xiang
4 Oct 1990
Friday, September 30, 2005
clement told me im much hated by the sec2s in CO. not surprising, i already know more or less that im hated, but what can i do about it? cry? bang the wall? of course i feel bad. no one likes to be hated so i dun hate anyone. so if anyone wants to hate me, go on with it. what makes me angry is that since you hate me, tell me straight in the face that u do, instead of doing some irritatable stuff to piss me off or what...tell me why you hate me, so that i can know for sure if its my fault, or just your self centeredness, your unthoughtful ness about people, or something to that nature. if its my fault, fine, ill change but no one wants to tell me it is...arg.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
new layout. dont really like it. at least it reflects my attitude. perhaps it wont stay long.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
just notice that there are a lot of october babies in my class...starting from 4th, we have enghwee on 5th, christopher on 6th, yen kenn on 8th, chao xiang on 10th, renhao on 12th, reuel on 13th...haha fun fair sia...later someone scold me for anyhow putting ppl's birthdays here...
Monday, September 26, 2005
imagine ur chin got knocked damn hard during a ball game, which cause your teeth to bite damn hard into ur lips, which makes a damn bad wound there...really crap, but really hurts...the ulcer is so big...then when you try to eat or drink or even simply touch it, its like knifes slicing through your lips...i guess its better already compared to 3 days ago...sigh guess cant waste time crying over spilled milk.
still got so many past year papers to do. sian.
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
VS is in band 1. hmm...lol...supposed to be good right? Ya...but if got all those independent school included...VS will perhaps be one of the lousiest band one schools. ouch. so in the end, everything follows academics.
haha i guess im going for the "2nd Chinese Orchestra Leadership Camp"...quite cool lah...should see lots of other school people...then is day camp...so dun need to worry bout hygiene or sleeping...going with clement...dunno wat felix is thinking...sigh
Monday, September 19, 2005
history repeats itself. mr chan says the date line, and those slackers like me will burn their whole holiday or weekend doing maths. Wow. Too bad i waited till sunday then chiong...spend 12 straight hours doing and doing...do until today play basketball also no strength already...arg
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
got lots of rumors about our chem teacher...but i think she got one month leave or something liek that sigh...so now we got a replacement...looks old and soft-spoken. in other words, easy to take advantage of...but my class very guai one lah...and the teacher is supposed to be "experienced"...crap...might affect my already bad chemistry...
anyway today we had a performance for the elderly...most of the stuff are quite unprepared...i dunno what to say...but guess it was okay for such an impromptu performance...quite smooth? thanksfully nothing happened to my dizi...even brought a replacement in case...want to thanks everyone...
Thursday, September 08, 2005
need the momentum or else cannot start my homework...
Friday, September 02, 2005
why does it always have to be so bad? at the start of the performance just now...got problem? sigh...i should have been more careful. i had make sure it was not broken at the start, but it wasnt that helpful after that. must be more careful...sigh...the attire turned out to be okay i guess? emd rocks