the longing...



Saturday, October 29, 2005
「 the longing. 3:16 PM 」

got back results today...quite disappointed with the level position...done quite badly...sigh, maybe will push me harder nxt time.

today was open house, quite boring, i felt that it was a waste of time and effort. the burger was budget, but since it was free, cant complain huh?

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
「 the longing. 8:46 PM 」

today got my new samsung mp3 player...looks quite cool lah. 500mb like that. now dun have to keep burning cds. :)

anyway today damn fun like that...8.30am just walk out of school and took taxi to singapore poly. got an physics attachment...completely not like what i tot it would be like. it was only the 3 of us with a teacher, so relaxed, then after that when we get one hour to surf the net to look up certain information, christopher go blog...

see im so guai, never blog at that time...now is at night ;)

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Monday, October 24, 2005
「 the longing. 5:14 PM 」

sigh...didnt do well for combined humans, english or bio...just passed bio, but as long as i can pass...quite happy lah...and that even thou combined humans pass, obviously very bad.

today got the stupid stock challenge thing...now go home still have to do some designs and printing stuff...missed co prac, at first i wanted to go back to school to see how it is, but clement said it was ending, so i just went home...so tired and depressed.

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Saturday, October 22, 2005
「 the longing. 4:39 PM 」

I feel so helpless at times...no one to help me, so alone. I feel like a small, tiny insignificant trying to change a big big impossible thing. Maybe i should quit wrecking my brains out for a while, and see if they can live without me...maybe that'll make me few slightly better.

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i went swimming this morning for a makeup lesson as i miss one during the exams. in the end i ended up swimming with young kids...omg? it was really demoralising lah...but shouldnt dwell on it...wun be with them again...haha!

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
「 the longing. 8:16 PM 」

exams finally over...rejoice? would have be better if biology wasnt screwed up. friday we will be getting back the papers for half of our subjects...so scared. and after that got so much co stuff to do...camp, exchange, open house...

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Saturday, October 15, 2005
「 the longing. 10:20 AM 」

This is my first layout in my blogging life...im reverting back to this cause i think its nice...somemore i can change the picture whenever i want....

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Friday, October 14, 2005
「 the longing. 1:10 PM 」

arg...wasted two hours in school caused of a false message...wa lao...then make me so nervous and malu...

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Thursday, October 13, 2005
「 the longing. 8:53 PM 」

I realised that there is a time where time seems to pass faster then when you are playing or having fun...its during exams...its like zoom, two hours gone and it seems that it was just the start of the paper a second ago. seriously...

anyway two more papers to go...let time fly and finally over. sigh.

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not knowing what you urself is writing for social studies is bad enough. now for geography i have to go and write crap...on the bright side, some people feel the same as me. now lets wish and wish i wun fail combined humanities...

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
「 the longing. 11:01 AM 」

realised that i have really low ability to keep awake at night...cant really stand studying over 11pm at night...after that ill just go to sleep even though i havent finish. I woke up at 4am today to finish up my chemistry studying. went to sleep yesterday at 9.30, trying to take a short nap, but couldnt wake up...so have to do that.

was really scared that my chemistry will end up very bad...but seeing the paper i guess it was okay? but still i dont want to go around asking people to check answers...better of if i know what i got wrong after getting the paper back...wont feel so bad at that.

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Friday, October 07, 2005
「 the longing. 12:30 PM 」

Today is crap. Im like...don't even know what i am writing anymore. It'll be purely luck if i get a good grade for this. So i can only wish and pray now...really must do well for geography and pull it up.

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
「 the longing. 2:46 PM 」

funfair...like announcing to the world that today is mi bdae...asking for it...but at least my operation escape taupok is a success...first thing chiong out of classroom. lol...

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Monday, October 03, 2005
「 the longing. 2:59 PM 」

Its tomorrow. I guess I dont have to make it more obvious what tomorrow means to me. I guess I better start planning on how to escape and keeping a low profile...

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