the longing...



Tuesday, January 31, 2006
「 the longing. 11:09 PM 」

a hundred sighs will not be enough to show how i feel with all these around me...like wth...three tests tmr or thursday?

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Monday, January 30, 2006
「 the longing. 4:09 PM 」

home-baked cookies anyone?
lol...finally took the time yesterday to sit down and makes some cookies...still have some experience from home-ed in sec2 i guess...well it was one of my once in a year bakings.
but from the past few times making on my own...it wasnt that nice, either it was slightly burnt, or tasteless, or the flour wasnt stirred properly and still got some left on the cookie -.-'
well anyway i was extra careful this time...and after quite some long tiring work it came out all right? haha right then my father's doctor friend was paying a visit to our house so i took the chance to serve everyone MY cookies...quite happy after that cause even my sister who insulted my cookie making skills repeatedly before had complimented that its nice cause its slightly hard on the outside but very soft inside...haha? wat kind of post is this anyway...

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Sunday, January 29, 2006
「 the longing. 12:00 AM 」

its slightly pass midnight, means its chinese new year already...^^ haha
yup so wish everyone out there a happy chinese new year

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Friday, January 27, 2006
「 the longing. 7:14 PM 」

had to busy myself with chinese new year performance this morning...
vs idol was quite cool lah...Chi Bang sang by a china scholar...quite nice ba...so quite obvious he win...
sigh...then sad to say our class deco only got third...well at least the only sec 4 class in the top three ok!
quite tired now, then even went back to rss...at first i didnt feel like going..but then wh and my juniors wanted to go...so just tag along? thanks for the car ride haha....ya so i knew walking around is meaningless so i just went to play basketball...how nice it is to be able to grap the hoop with both hands and hang there...haha but never dunk before so like dunno how?
14 takes a long time to pass the bus stop at rss...so really waited very long for the bus to come...even fell asleep on the way...really tired. then played the whole afternoon...hadnt had so much time to waste for some time already.
happy eve of the eve of chinese new year!

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Thursday, January 26, 2006
「 the longing. 8:11 PM 」

looking much forward to chinese new year...$.$ lol jkjk...tomorrow will be our chinese new year 'concert'...performance rather...hopes it will go well tmr? well watever...

haha our class is really red already...entered the class today and was amused by the red paper on the fans...then me and wilson walked around the sec four and sec three classrooms...but by far our classroom have the most decorations...i really hope we can win... :)

im wondering whether or not to go back to rss...hai...see wat my mind and heart feels tmr then? happy chinese new year everyone...(btw only one of the "vs idol" finalists are good...the tong hua was awful at the end for one of them...sigh)

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Monday, January 23, 2006
「 the longing. 5:12 PM 」

things deteriorate over time...same as skills...havent run at all or did any pullups during the dec holidays...so really bad now...ouch
like my 2.4 timing really cannot take it liao...must keep training already...then my pull ups are like with a record of 20 last year? then this morning i tried...sigh...only 18 and thats really the limit, all the strength had been drained off already...sigh but start training again...

well our new vs principal was talking to us first thing this morning...about our results, and that our psle results have nothing to do with what we will be scoring in the O levels...what matters is hard work.

so i hereby have four cnew year resolutions and wishes...
1) Must start studying hard and stop slacking
2) Must cut down a great deal of my computer playing time
3) Must do well for my future tests and exams
4) **** * **** ****** *** ********** ***

what shapes the image of your eye? I wonder how many people know...i just realised that its not that common after all...

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Saturday, January 21, 2006
「 the longing. 6:39 AM 」

i was feeling bored last night...then i saw the link of sook han's teacher...which i then proceed to...i find his posts...interesting. one that particularly caught my eye was a post named "The Price of Leadership"...ill try copy and paste...

"The higher one goes up the leadership leader, the more one sees and the greater the view becomes. Along with it, comes more dilemmas, contradictions, and difficult decisions to make. Knowing what the leader knows, he has to make unpopular decisions with the faith that it is for the good of the people. He relinquishes his rights to always be able to explain his decisions. He gives up the place to be always understood and symphatized. He finds fewer people around him now who truly appreciates him for what he does."

Its quite true isnt it?

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Friday, January 20, 2006
「 the longing. 2:23 PM 」

my pc is back after the long wait for system recovery to work...most of the stuff are gone...and lots of stuff have to re-register and stuff...but watever...my com is back...and today is friday afternoon, thats something to be happy about right? somemore next day starts chinese new year...
heh have been busy staying back to put up the cny decorations...guess its much better now...^^

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Thursday, January 19, 2006
「 the longing. 8:19 PM 」

westlife - miss you

today was the first day that the sec ones came for co...i counted 23 turn ups...minus two who wanted to appeal out? 21...the cca list records 34 names...i really hope some of them just happened to not come...21 is so little...arg...but watever, i just hope to hand over asap

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
「 the longing. 5:34 PM 」

lol my tagboard got enough insects and stuff thank you...sigh...i think im gonna stop blogging for a while till my computer get fixed...might not even me able to use this notebook anymore bah...

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
「 the longing. 4:07 PM 」

my computer is spoiled...some ntldr thing missing so cannot start, so im blogging for a labtop now..but sometimes it gets laggy or hang up...so troublesome...oh well...its raining again, i wonder if there will be swimming lesson today...

we had bio lesson today, we were on the topic of reproduction in plants so our teacher passed each group four plant flowers...just nice that there was two big ants in the petals. as they crawled around the tabletop, they suffered the horrible fate of being trapped under a magnifying glass...and soon after soon, one of the ants somehow got picked up and placed on a disc and disected into half by a knife..how nice...all done when it was alive and kicking...i should say that it was...intersting? lol nah rather disturbing...the parts after that were disgusting so i shall keep my mouth shut already...

hope my com will get fixed soon...i dun like using labtops...

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Sunday, January 15, 2006
「 the longing. 6:03 PM 」

wondering why im blogging again...erm i guess im blogging for myself and only for myself...just recording down thoughts so maybe next time i can see them again and know wat im feeling there and then...hmm...so i guess the less visitors then better...

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Thursday, January 12, 2006
「 the longing. 6:00 PM 」

the rain never stops...like for how many days already...my sister went off to australia so my mum had to fetch her to the airport...and i had to go home myself - in the rain...kinda wet eh? sigh im just moody from all the homework pile coming up...

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
「 the longing. 10:00 PM 」

School is sian. Life is sian. Like everything is so monotonous, no obvious improvement or something, nothing to look forward to. Last time i still can look forward to being able to level up or something in my computer games but now that ive quitted it all, life is just school, then homework, then sleep. omg. isnt it sian? its like you are just living for the exams and stuff, study study study. Even june holidays will be burnt for studying. OMG.

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Sunday, January 08, 2006
「 the longing. 9:42 PM 」

today is all right i guess. went to watch dizi concert today...co concert rather...but all the songs were either solos, duet or ensemble...quite nice...but why you never come...sigh....

these two days chiong maths like crazy...completely cannot have fun playing...sigh its 9 hours before school again...that suxs...at least tuesday is holiday again? something to look forward to.

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Saturday, January 07, 2006
「 the longing. 1:57 PM 」

yesterday a very tiring day...sigh...afternoon got biology test and i dun think i fared very well at all...then i still remember christopher declare on msn that if he pass the test he will go on a diet lol! we shall see, we shall see...

then after that we had class bbq...i went to school in pe shirt and khaki shorts...lol try to act like some lower sec and went to go play basketball...then after that i quickly go change to long pants and co shirt...later people laugh at me haha. soon it started raining and we rushed all the food in and packed up everything in the rain...as soon as everyone and everything was in the classroom, the rain stopped. -.-'

then i noticed zhennan got the same phone as me...a bit lag, but nevermind. so i played multiplayer Rally Pro wif him through bluetooth...and got owned! WOW! ok next time remind me not to play games with china scholars...lmao.

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
「 the longing. 8:56 PM 」

dis ish e first day in school...still okay for first days eh? erm wat to say...still the same happenings...4D still fooling around, but its really quite hard to believe im already in sec4 lah...so fast! same duties as a class secretary...crappy notice board stuff, and then still got to prepare for chinese new year...trying to slack again this year lah, but i hope can do a good job this time for CNY...bah the worst thing is that i have to do holiday homework after the holidays lol...

at least theres that class bbq this friday and concert on sunday to look forward to? nono...im NOT looking forward to the tests of e thriple science >.<

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Monday, January 02, 2006
「 the longing. 12:54 PM 」

stupid flag design...how come im supposed to do the stupid flag design when i dun even know anything bout art and stuff...i got enough stuff to worry about besides this stupid flag design...whatever i try to do will just get rejected isit it? i mean...co...wats there to design a stupid flag bout...i mean we dun even have a logo to use or wat...i mean...wtf...

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Sunday, January 01, 2006
「 the longing. 3:42 PM 」

Happy New Year everyone...
this morning's fireworks display was great...but then now its a reminder that sch is reopening very soon...and i havent finish my hw...ahhh...

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