the longing...



Thursday, April 30, 2009
「 the longing. 9:08 PM 」

happy to be home but quite disappointed to find out ive been rejected for double degree in SMU..i guess its due to my lousy GP score. should have tried taking SAT? suxs but ok lor suck thumb...actually to look on the bright side single degree is also quite ok la. less pressure and more free time bah. given my slack mentality i might not be able to cope haha. but see how bah. need advice.

tmr going out wif my section mates...eat eat eat~ long weekend ftw. 2 weeks till POP~

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Sunday, April 26, 2009
「 the longing. 5:36 PM 」

allow myself a few minutes to feel emo over something i dunno wat. maybe its the book in in just a few hours. maybe its this. maybe its that. shrugs.

sang happy birthday song for my sis in advance today cause i cant do the same tmr. cake is delicious omg. damn it that i cant eat it again cos it'll be finished when i come back =/

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Saturday, April 25, 2009
「 the longing. 11:55 AM 」

went for grand slam on tuesday...is like a summary field camp. starting with navigation on the first day. i was leading...the first two checkpoints i damn zai k. find damn easily. then after that navigate until hor lan already =.=' then i experienced the worst hour in my 19 years when i stepped into the mangrove swamps of tekong =.=

started in trying to avoiding the muddy water, then kanna stung by hornets. kao. damn pain lor. then was carrying signal set. damn heavy lor. but as i was pulled in deeper and deeper into the swamp to get away from the hornets, panic started to increase as the water lvl gets higher and higher, and even after half an hour of bashing thru the swamp it seems hopeless, endless and a helpless cause. even the pain from my 3 stings and the fatigue on my shoulders from carrying signal set dissipated as we only want to get out get out get out get the eff out of there. its really hard to describe how effed up it was, especially when u fall down and the water submerges up to ur chest. i dun even want to think about it already la. cant describe how good it felt to be out from there too. after that went to medical centre for hornet sting medication that i didnt even take. at least there was no reaction and the pain disappeared after the night.

the second day was just really tiring with all the running around and bashing thru forests doing drills. then the third day was grand slack. whole day did almost nothing but sit around eating stuff and chatting haha. but the final night was crapped up. just slept in the middle of some bush by a tree, sleeping on the forest floor just like that, then feets also cant stretch out properly cause or else ull stick ur legs into some vines lol. oh well. just glad its over.

today's interview was ok bah. somewhat more nervous then i felt as i was quite confident but my voice came out like crap seriously.

and monday is my sis's bdae. wonder wat to get her. maybe nothing. since she already gotten so many presents. and im busy. wahahaha...

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Friday, April 24, 2009
「 the longing. 9:25 PM 」

wahaha book out! first time so early sia. this is one of the most shiok book outs so far haha. finally completed the two major field camps for BSLC...after all that shit this week...so happy to be home! but go play game first...tmr then blog abit on the experience plus my smu interview tmr morning...

Sunday - Even those worn-out words, i love you, take on a wonderful new meaning
When i use them to express my love for you; theyre words for you only
In a sunny spot on sunday, its an ordinary sunday like any other
The more of this ordinary time that passes, the more comfortable we feel together

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Friday, April 17, 2009
「 the longing. 11:17 PM 」

im finally back from field camP!~ and im sick =( got flu+sore throat+cough
thats y reported sick this morning and thus returned back to coy line earlier wahaha. damn slack la.
and i luv my PC la. quite nice plus seriously damn damn comical. thou he got a bad temper and quite impatient at times.

and i got a list of some stupid stats.

helmet
+20 defence
-50 intelligence

webbing
+3 defence
-5 intelligence

boots
+10 defence
-20 agility
-5 intelligence

rifle
+10 attack (no ammo lei)
-40 agility
-15 intelligence

and thus. shag cannot think (SCT).

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Saturday, April 11, 2009
「 the longing. 11:20 PM 」

today feels strangely like sunday. cause i always have 2 days of book out, so with a friday it feels weird. but satisfying to noe that tmr ill still be home lol. but then when tmr comes ill be damn sian-ed again. just got a call from smu a few hours ago, got an appointment on 25th...saturday lol. smu jiu shi smu...even saturday and sunday also working de. not like ntu haha. oh well...im off to slp. must slp early!~

and im still wasting my life away...and wondering y shes always on busy mode lol.

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Thursday, April 09, 2009
「 the longing. 10:18 PM 」

finally reached home! really really tired okay. i slept on the mrt from like jurong east till bedok ok. and its just nice bedok lol. realised i havent blogged for some time, a bit lazy bah. but today blogging on 9th april. thursday wahaha. cause im back home early cos tmr is good friday~ good friday is good man. and today marks the day i become a 3 months soldier. seems like ages =.=' 1 year 7 months to go haha. sianz.
haiz...my SCT ranks = shag/stupid/sleepy cannot think. zzz

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