the longing...



Wednesday, July 30, 2008
「 the longing. 9:27 PM 」

crap. i dropped my phone just now. cracked the screen. the outer one. now it looks awful.

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
「 the longing. 10:09 PM 」

most prob gonna change specs soon. cause my old one the sides dunno broke how many times and glued back how many times le. but i dunno la...kinda like my old one better. see how ba when the new one comes. sian. tio drained by so many econs essays lol.

i so wanna watch mummy 3...

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Sunday, July 27, 2008
「 the longing. 9:09 PM 」

got my hair cut. i think its just the right length.

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Friday, July 25, 2008
「 the longing. 5:49 PM 」

"big day" tmr. => national economics and finance management quiz 2008 at NUS. im half hoping we can get into the finals. but im a realistic optimist. so i dun think can la. especially not when my teammates not even serious about it. then we r competing with like 110 teams. haha. 4 out of 110. zzz
when someone you like says something bad about you, it hurts a lot more times than when someone else says the same to you...but on the other hand, if she compliments you, it will be much more sweet and memorable.

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Thursday, July 24, 2008
「 the longing. 8:47 PM 」

im gonna start hating thursday. long and ends with headaches. dunno why. maybe its the P.E. rawr.

does that mean anything?

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
「 the longing. 7:15 PM 」

A: what do you get when you put a cow at the north pole?
B,C,D,E: ???
A: new balance! (niu bei leng si)
B: rofl!
C: rofl...
D: lmao!!!
E: wow A u made two ppl roll on the floor and one person's as* drop off o_O

anyway went out with my sis yesterday to join my dad to watch batman...since it was movie nite for his company, they booked the whole room at cathay. haha. like more than 500 staff there. but in the end we went in quite late and had to sit quite at the front...quite weird la with all the adults there. then my dad was saying that despite being a partner he only noe like 1 out of 10 of the ppl there cause more or less he only noe mostly his grp of ppl mah. reached home at like 10pm la. then got so much work to do last night. haha but i still slept at 11pm. muhahaha.

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Monday, July 21, 2008
「 the longing. 9:37 PM 」

yay i quitted that stupid browser game that ive been playing for like a month or so and it has really been wasting quite a bit of my time. so glad ive cut it off. actually i kinda regretted starting it in the first place. i mean...now that i think about it. wasted so much time on it. for wat? just to quit in the end and achieve nothing? same for all games...studying more impt. not much time left. haiz.

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Sunday, July 20, 2008
「 the longing. 9:21 AM 」

changed the pic XD i think its ugly but since i made it myself, ill bear with it for a while. lol.

anyway there is an article in the newspaper today, which mentions of how unwise it is to invest money into the china stock markets currently as ull almost certainly lose money. if u can read chinese text, its really funny.

近期不要进入股市,否则:

宝马进去,自行车出来;西服进去,三点式出来;

老板进去,打工仔出来;博士进去,痴呆傻出来;

鳄鱼进去,壁虎出来;蟒蛇进去,蚯蚓出来;

老虎进去,小猫出来;牵狗进去,被狗牵出来;

王石进去,王八出来;站着进去,躺着出来;

巴西足球队进去,中国足球队出来。

总之,就是地球进去也是乒乓球出来!

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Saturday, July 19, 2008
「 the longing. 10:01 PM 」

i dunno why ive felt the urge to blog nonsense almost everyday recently...but watever. maybe after As ill feel bored and come back to read these nonsense. was reading my own posts from 2 years ago...really brings back memories. nice to do when bored i guess. after all ive always been blogging for myself mah. i mean ive nv like publicly post my blog url up for everyone to see mah. like put up on msn or smthg. no point la.

actually wanted to go library tmr but was reminded that my family is going out tmr to my cousin's to celebrate his child's first year or smthg ba. oh well.

i playingly put on the personal message portion:who wants to study with me
then my 'princess' was like, "NO ONE WANTS TO STUDY WITH YOU. HEEH HEEH." so i was like watever...so "ok." then he was like "WHY SO SERIOUS. why so serious, son."
in the end he was probably just trying to show off his new laughter. -.-'
but ok lor anything.

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Friday, July 18, 2008
「 the longing. 7:00 PM 」

Its decay...natural decay! Hooray!

didnt find it that amusing, but still got hyped up over it along with everyone else. ok admittedly its quite funny as the song progresses. anyway, playing a good video is indeed a good way to end a lecture on a friday as the last period :)

anyway was randomly thinking about some stuff during my first 3 months in vjc last yr...somehow thinking back...man..there was something i did back then that was extremely retarded...make me hang my head down in shame just to think of it. lol. at least its in the past. thou im probably doing some shameful stuff rite now too haha. thou i dun think could be as bad as that time.

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Thursday, July 17, 2008
「 the longing. 8:14 PM 」

man i hate these hurtful headaches which threaten to crack my skull up everytime.

anyway ive made it a habit to put stupid stuff as my msn nick...currently its "lets push all the blame of causing global warming to the cows" well blame my lack of creativity if its not lame enough.

my sis told me a quote her friend told her a few days ago. it goes,"guys are like parking lots. the good ones are taken, and whats left are the handicapped."
and yep im handicapped.


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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
「 the longing. 5:53 PM 」

ok so i was stupid. well not anymore. not gonna give a fk much longer.

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Monday, July 14, 2008
「 the longing. 7:17 PM 」

i came over a list of lamest cheesy pick up lines and decided to share :P read them open-mindedly. (* r the good ones imo)
*-i tried to paint u but the colours were not beautiful enough
-i dont mean to be blunt but you r beautiful
-am i a dead angel? cause this must be heaven!
-did it hurt? did what hurt? wen u fell from heaven
-do u hav a map? cuz i keep gettin lost in ur eyes
-hi im a theif, im here to steal ur heart
-I'm new in town. could you give me directions to your apartment?
-i wish i cud rearange the alfabet so i cud put U and I together
*-if you were a tear in my eye I would not cry for fear of losing you
*-is there an airport nearby or is that just my heart taking off?
-stand still so I can pick you up!
-was you father an alien? cuz thers nothing else like you on Earth!
-would you touch me so i can tell my friends iv been touched by an angel?
-baby, if you were words on a page, youd be what they call FINE PRINT!
-is your dad a terrorists? cuz you are the bomb
-are you religious? cuz you are the answers to all my prayers
-ur like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life!
*-if you were a laser, u would be set on "stunning"
-excuse me, do you have any raisins? no? how about a date?
*-can i take ya picture? cuz I want santa to know exactly what I want for xmas.
-u are the wind beneath my wings
-my lips are skittles, wanna taste the rainbow?
-i didnt know that angels could fly so low
*-ur name must be Mickey cuz ur so fine.
-i wish u were my homewrk so i could do you right now!
-i was going to give you a diamond but u see one every time u look in the mirror
-u remind me of a pop tart. u are cool because your hot!
*-I don't usually just come up to a girl and start talking but...........
*-Can i have your number, i lost mine.
-I didn't know angels lived on earth, you're so delicate, I feel like crying
-R u tired? cuz uve been running thru my mind all day!
-good thing ive got my library card, cuz im checkin u out
*-Do u believe in love at first sight, or should i walk by again?
-Im hot, ur hot, while dont we get together and start a fire!
-I've been looking for you all my life.
*-no wonder why the sky is grey today....coz all the blue is in your eyes...
-my love for you is like diarrhea. i can't hold it in. (eww.)
-so...ur a girl?
-im gonna have to give you a ticket...you have fine written all over you

hoped it brought some laughs no matter who u r XD

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Sunday, July 13, 2008
「 the longing. 11:16 AM 」

Sen No Yoru Wo Koete
-lyrics (have i posted this before? XD)

"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know.
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.
There are many unchangeable things in this world,
And my love for you
Can't be stopped by anyone.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words.
That's why we can only smile.
Why we sing "Do Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colors.
With winters at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
And live the rest of my days all alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love...
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

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Friday, July 11, 2008
「 the longing. 8:08 PM 」

wah. first friday with the retarded timetable. with so many more weeks of them to go, im gonna have to think of something constructive to do during the time...kk all my results out le. ive got nothing to say about it. partially expected, its quite certainly a sign of how much effort i put in. except physics. i deserved worse la actually. but its also a sign of probably those H.E.L.P packages i did during the june holidays coming to fruit. oh well. gonna start by making good use of this weekend. just watch me. but for friday night, i just want to have a good early sleep.

*edit* i edited this post from last night cause i tot about it and tot it was quite retarded. eh and did i mention that i need just one quarter more mark to jump a grade in physics and get one of the most improved award (a.k.a a free scoop of ice cream at perkcafe lol) but nvm not too interested anyway.

for now...ill stop thinking about it too much and just see what happens.

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Thursday, July 10, 2008
「 the longing. 8:23 PM 」

ive looking at some past photos and thinking...ive really changed quite a bit since secondary school...in all kinds of aspects, like thinking, dressing, style, attitude, and in some ways behaviour. seriously i think i looked kinda weird sometimes in sec sch (lucky it was all boys sch)...and maybe,hopefully became slightly more presentable in terms of appearance. lol. but still quite bad la. no choice.

got chem and econs today...now left only physics paper 2...some of my papers really suxed. im like flooding in demoralising feelings. but im not one who just go one corner and cry...so ill be okay after a while. get over it man and start taking my studies seriously. sure is easy to say thou...but actually very hard to do -.-'

and thus comes rantings part 2. i think my school is dumb la. y make our timetable so frigging long. spam revision until so late. doesnt they even consider that it'll just drain us up such that we cant even study properly at home due to fatigue, brain drained and lack of time? then some more the revision periods and lectures r like so long then how much can we absorb sia. might as well let us home early. then we can properly go home and mug. much more effective imo. like wat some other jcs r doing.

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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
「 the longing. 5:28 PM 」

the new timetable is draining me out...and perhaps almost everyone too. wednesday had became without the late morning, and with a late ending of school. the most hateable is definitely friday. wt* do u want us to do hanging around school for like 2h+ for? if want us to mug during the long break...then let us go home rite...then can mug better. freaking la. i would rather have that extra period on friday changed to another day so i can go home at 12.05 on fri -.-' and i hate double period lectures. im so going to stone throughout.
haiz so sad to get back results. so far GP was all right, but i screwed up paper 2 and didnt do as well as i liked for paper 1...lol. physics i think can pass la. chem sure fail looking at circumstances. and i seriously flunged my maths. after mr pat's long talks everytime...i really have to start touching my math papers le...(touch touch) but i fear most for econs la. tot can do well de lor, but they go thru all the answers then i sian le. jiat lat. only friday then i noe how i did.

anyway! my eldest sis flying back to melbourne tonight...wanted to bring her to eat cheesecake up the street but aiya nvm la. i save money... XD!!! but me and my two sis did went to watch movie the day after my second sis came back from "vacation" in taipei...wanted to watch 10 promises but it was youth day holiday so was like almost full so we went to watch Get Smart instead...was worth it la. quite funny. and i also saw lots of friends along the way out at plaza sing. come to think of it...when both my sisters r good natured, they get be really nice to get along with...lots of laughter and jokes around them :)

wanting to be with you but afraid to say so

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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
「 the longing. 10:34 PM 」

all our tutors suddenly seemed to be on a mission to inspire us to study...hmm...im starting to get motivated. lol. but double period lecture is really a killer. drains ur life. duno how im gonna survive so many weeks of them.

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Monday, July 07, 2008
「 the longing. 11:29 AM 」

Aluto - Michi (to you all)
Lyrics translated English (not perfect but its still very nice)

Just as usual, when I turn around that corner, I merge into a sea of people and melt away into nothing. I lose myself completely, and can fnd no words to say. Yet, one thing still remains, thats your voice. Everything about you, your smile, your anger, keeps me walking forward. If I just look up, where the clouds start to break, I think you know what I mean. My life has been vague, my heart has been raw. Over there, look, up ahead...a dear person is there. If you get lost, I will be your guiding path. Only if you believe, to be making sure of your ways to be without fear. Light gathers, shooting across the sky, it understands you. And the path we walk will get brighter, wherever it goes...Wherever hair, voice, mouth, fingertips meet, for now, this is just fine. For now, this is just fine.

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Sunday, July 06, 2008
「 the longing. 4:26 PM 」

muhaha my sis just came back...she bought 3 polo tees for me XD and also a wallet. but its leather so im kinda scared it might get those kind of wrinkles easily. must take good care.

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Friday, July 04, 2008
「 the longing. 1:13 PM 」

i sure hope 96 hours/day doesnt drop by. cause, sry man, u arent welcomed here. :P

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Thursday, July 03, 2008
「 the longing. 4:47 PM 」

im feeling sad rite now. wondering whether is it because school is starting tmr, or because of the talk with you. its probably both.

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Wednesday, July 02, 2008
「 the longing. 10:01 PM 」

im gonna have to stop myself before i verbally bash my new timetable even more...suxs like shit can. dunno how im gonna tahan a whole term of shitty timetable. arg guess jus have to get over it.

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mid year exams finally over yesterday...finally...considering how to split the papers and extend the time so much till it spans over a week and 2 days zzz. oh well. time for a breather. before mugging starts again.

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