the longing...



Wednesday, September 30, 2009
「 the longing. 3:37 PM 」

hard to imagine, im finally bored of my game...blah really quite sian lei. walao eh dunno y this feeling suxs lol. and im not planning to start a new game also. haiz see how.
but anyway. im using my old com now...which is now very old, like almost 6years, it gives me problems like sudden shutdown, blue screen of death, and super slow la. but at least its handy and after a simple restore it works for a long time fine.
but my newer com, um like almost 2 years, gives me heck loads of problems. probably its the FREE part daggling all around. yes. its free, a free 1gb ram com given thru a promotion of increasing internet broadband spd...
like 5months back i got the technician to change the motherboard and it worked fine after sometime...but then like 2months later it gives me probs again..probably is the graphics capability or smthg. blah. now i cant get it working again =(

well at least now im not playing my game im gonna find a new blogskin...this current one a bit old la. since forever =.=



update!!! changed my blogskin. was black so i was looking for a white one and found one but its abit emo...like being alone (which is kinda like how i feel)...but i couldnt get it to work lmao. and then i found this so ya. changed the pic thou...spent some time finding a nice pic (i luv how the person blends all the pics) and did a little editing. pic from final fantasy X =) if u think its nice do tell me lol =)

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Sunday, September 27, 2009
「 the longing. 7:20 PM 」

my parents arent home tonight so have to find my own way to camp tonight zzz. lucky got friend's daddy express lol. but still a bit the troublesome...
was asking my mum the other day about when my bdae on the chinese calender, cos its so far always earlier than my actual bdae, and one day b4 the mooncake festival...then surprising this year both days r the same...then i was like whywhywhy like that. mum was like..just like that lor i dunno lol.
mooncake festival is 3rd oct, maybe ill get a mooncake for my bdae cake o_O

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Friday, September 25, 2009
「 the longing. 6:48 AM 」

friday is off! so im home early haha. and nxt week is damn shiok. got demoralised by my bobo-ness but at least reshoot is on weekday. haiz but still so so so sian.

'wondering if its just not meant to be'

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Saturday, September 19, 2009
「 the longing. 10:45 PM 」

havent blogged for some time, probably cos im quite bored of blogging lol. life goes on, but im looking forward to a great week next next week =) all the offs. haha.

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Friday, September 11, 2009
「 the longing. 3:13 PM 」

kelly clarkson's already gone released in august

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high, yeah
It never would've worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

already gone, already gone
already gone, (oh)
already gone, already gone
already gone (yeah)

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

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Monday, September 07, 2009
「 the longing. 10:21 PM 」

every single day of aoh is a really tiring one which leaves me shag like never before when i get home (except the two days where i get to stay home =P) but overall its quite an experience to be able to display my equipment to the public, and get to see lots of children climbing up the tank.
well yea sometimes it gets really frustrating when u have to repeat ur question a hundred times because u r standing under the most cool part about the whole equipment...the rods. and yes. they r not weapons. its even worse when u have just finished explaining wat they r and then immediately someone who was standing beside the person u were explaining to stepped over and ask exactly the same question. super tulan can. like ull be thinking y they werent listening when u r saying. but never mind it trains patience i guess lol.
and today i saw this super adorable girl who is like 5 years old or smthg? i dunno y but she kinda gives me the feeling that she really looks like the girl i like...maybe when she herself is 5 years old lol. but watever. make me sound disgusting. but ok im really happy that aoh is finally over!

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Thursday, September 03, 2009
「 the longing. 1:25 AM 」

on shift so im considered off lol. quite frustrated atm cos i should be sleeping but im not cos of stuff that happened in my game. its not a big deal really but well. mx pls get real.

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