the longing...



Monday, February 28, 2005
「 the longing. 4:56 PM 」

antisocialism...saddening mood...its raining now, how to go swimming later...cold like hell...oops...sorry, hell is hot. cold as north pole. i just passed my physic test...at least i didnt fail...but i must really work harder...junkai failed...jk if u see this...dun be too sad. can always work harder. O level results today...my sis got 10 points...dunno if thats good or bad, to say good, not too good. to say bad, not too bad. im sure all my seniors got 6 or 7 lor...some group of smart peeps sia...

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Sunday, February 27, 2005
「 the longing. 11:24 AM 」

quite long never blog already...forget what to say...yesterday NTU concert, the erhu solo got in my computer..so nice...anyone who wants tell me...at the end i was like going to sleep already...walk out of the mrt half asleep...have to do my brochure...no time...

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
「 the longing. 4:49 PM 」

The broomstick and door syndrome in full display shown today...wah lou...the class is so lame...after lunch, when everyone was returning to the class one by one, my classmates put a chair right behind the back door, and a broomstick on it. Locking the front door, everyone who wanted to enter the classroom had to open the door. When they did just that, the broom will come falling onto them...-.- but its so crap cia...no one realised that the chair is facing the wrong way...so the broom would sweep high, but cannot drop far.therefore, i believe no one got swept by the broom badly...

the chemistry CA was quite easy i guess...but i was quite careless..-.-...then after that, both our geog and history teachers didnt come...so we went to the gallery to do the assignment...but everyone was like looking at the badminton going on instead of working...so in the end, i just brought my work home when it is supposed to be handed up today...but i think a lot of ppl also like that...so i dun care liao...hai

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
「 the longing. 8:49 PM 」

I changed the layout...i believe its quite nice, just that the text might be a bit hard to see...if it is...ill do smthg about it. Got my new A diao...luv it! Now i can blast all i want!

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Monday, February 21, 2005
「 the longing. 10:26 PM 」

thanks to junkai who suan me and tell me he got a gold for swimming...must really work harder...can float already...just learnt the profound art of "relaxing"...ahhh...

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Sunday, February 20, 2005
「 the longing. 6:16 PM 」

Okay...i believe ive screwed up mui physics and geog...and the feeble excuse that i can give is that its my first test for these kind of subjects...can only hope i can "zhen zhuo" and do will for my mid year...doing my chem now...

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Saturday, February 19, 2005
「 the longing. 12:55 PM 」

hahaha...quite happy today! the dizi hou ban pai has become really quite good todae...when you know u can do it...it changes your thinking...it makes you have the confidence and not fear it...so it just becomes better...so not bad lah ok...

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Thursday, February 17, 2005
「 the longing. 7:03 PM 」

Quite happy today...laoshi came and STILL forget to buy the A diao for me...THANKS A LOT to wayne...aiya...then my C diao got a hole in it...to make it more "zhun3" for the qudi solo part...then four of us were asked to practice the hou ban pai...and so, the others came along also...then wulaoshi started scolding...so malu for them...well the hou ban pai was quite nice today! so happyz...must still not good enuff...so everyone, kambatei (dunno if spelt wrongly)

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
「 the longing. 7:15 PM 」

Seriously very unhappy today...first i dont think i did very well for the physic test today...then after that i kinda chipped TWO of my dizis...omg...then tomorrow got english CA...i dun think im gonna do well...with two additional chemistry test also....sigh...im a goner...

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Sunday, February 13, 2005
「 the longing. 4:49 PM 」

so happy today...my parents bought me two cds...with all the nice dizi solo songs :)...then after that my family went to a gathering...i got 9 red packets...now i have $384 all together...the bad thing is that tmr is CA....and im still wasting my time here...so much to do

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Friday, February 11, 2005
「 the longing. 9:47 PM 」

taufik's i dream is kinda nice...but the video i have loads so slow...then hangs up the computer everytime it loads. sigh...CA nxt week...i got a lot of work to do...today got a groups of girls come into vs...i dunno...i think is st nichs? Then they were saying they came for this exchange...if im not wrong they are only going to 3A and 3D...then after recess extra chairs and tables were carried to my class...then everyone got very excited...but in the end they didnt came today lah...

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Thursday, February 10, 2005
「 the longing. 4:57 PM 」

in reply to the new year...ive changed a new tagboard and a new song...should be staying for quite some time

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
「 the longing. 2:45 PM 」

happy chinese new year everyone...yesterday went to saint patrick to perform...i think i got gan a bit...don't know why. After performing at vs...my mum fetch me and weeho to rss...its a lot better already...but still damn budget...i didnt see a lot of people i noe...sadly.

after that my family went to my grandmother's house to eat dinner...not much actually...i need to apologise to my parents for sleeping so early...but im very tired already...even though that, my parents' red packet givings are getting more and more generous...

just now my sis was telling me about a very nice song...which she liked a lot even though she does not normally listen to english music...so she played...then i was like..."heard before already at my friend's blog..."...then she was like," Huh? Oh."...ryan cabrera-true. quite nice lah..

sigh...sian sia...valentines day coming...and got geog CA on that day...go jump down...





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Monday, February 07, 2005
「 the longing. 9:23 PM 」

hai...im falling sick already...then tmr is the chinese new year celebrations...luckily...then yay...can finally rest well...but then must rush to saint patrick to perform...and the rush back to vs to perform again. sigh...wish that all will go well...so that i can go back to rss with weeho and kejian...could be my last trip there...unless im still going during teachers day and nxt year..see lor

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Sunday, February 06, 2005
「 the longing. 10:37 AM 」

ahhh...im getting used to saying 'jump down'...must change to something nicer...

sigh...im so lazy...somehow must pass up the GM food 1000 word essay tmr....and im still playing...go jump down...

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Thursday, February 03, 2005
「 the longing. 7:47 PM 」

I do not believe that i had actually felt stress or any depression for these fourteen plus years that i had lived...just that...two days before...when it was quite late already...and i had so much work to do...i suddenly feel this unbearable feeling...maybe its called stress...but then my antistress system
(aka 'dun-care-attitude') came in and it was over...weird huh? well but after that i was able to somehow cope with the work...

have you felt no one really cares about you, or in other words, give a damn about you? Its really a feeling that you wont want to get...gives me depression...

sigh...the new year decorations...really bad...if we get even third...will be a miracle...the notice board committee is not even helping...except arwinder...after i asked him to buy the backgrounds...the class not helping...everything throw at me...well...thanks for daniel for helping put up the red packets...being a secretary suxs.

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