the longing...



Friday, July 31, 2009
「 the longing. 10:57 PM 」

today had an early bookout but also spent a really long time (like 45min) just stoning outside the guardroom waiting for a cab...like so sad can. reached home at 7+ after wandering around white sands for a short while. im like...really tired (i think i should go bathe soon eh) and its 11pm already. rawr. feeling a bit sian la. thats y im blogging. its something...i do only when im really bored, feeling happy, or feeling down.
oh well. my course is coming to an end...only one more week of training to go, then another week of exercise, then its back to nee soon for another week of summary. will pass quite fast then i can imagine. then it will be back to pasir laba camp for my graduation parade rehearsals. cant wait for that black rank.
nxt week wun be too bad either, with only 4 days (friday is off), and a end-of-course dinner at newton (if i havent heard wrong)...

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Sunday, July 26, 2009
「 the longing. 11:51 AM 」

sometimes in camp ill hum or sing a bit of a song that ill forget wat it is when i get home. after so many weeks i finally remembered when im at home lmao.

and once again its sunday evening and im here feeling down. lol.

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Friday, July 24, 2009
「 the longing. 11:33 PM 」

college day tmr, something to take up my time.

~to make it okay~

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Sunday, July 19, 2009
「 the longing. 6:27 PM 」

for some obvious reason i always feel really really blue and down on sunday evening, that i get this feeling of longing, emptiness and loneliness in my heart, thou i have no idea how that have to do with booking in. i kinda dun feel like doing anything, just stoning sometimes. haiz. now dun even noe wat to blog about. haiz.

ppl say monday blues...my monday blues not that bad...is my sunday blues. haiz. but then after i book in i look forward to having a good nights sleep to take on the week ahead. then slowly start looking forward to the nxt book out. i really hate this endless cycle...it goes on and on and on. with looking forward to book out, to feeling estatic about booking out, to feeling down about booking in, and on.

at least i book out on friday lol, i pity those OCTs who book out saturday evening lmao. then they book out can prepare to book in liao.

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Saturday, July 18, 2009
「 the longing. 4:33 PM 」

damn you mosquito why did u nibble my ear

argh my thighs are aching quite a lot today from accumulated fatigue from the run yesterday...so sad when walking down the stairs lol

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Friday, July 17, 2009
「 the longing. 10:07 PM 」

today is friday...reach home around...12+pm cos today half way wahaha. cos today is Formation Healthy Lifestyle Day wtf. lol so watever lor jus went for the mass 10km run. run until so shag then go home and rest. now want to nod off liao haha.

then just now my mum showed me the college day letter sia. i went like wtf dress code formal. so ma fan lor. then must prepare all the shirt and tie and etc. walao like for wat sia lol. oh well

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Friday, July 10, 2009
「 the longing. 11:03 PM 」

this week really passed fast for some reason, with many things happened over the week, some good some bad. for one...i failed my soc test lol..cos its really a test based alot on stamina and especially willpower. guess that im lacking =( but its really demoralising when like u r the only one who failed any station...and only a few others failed on timing...and i got like a really shitty timing la. wahlao. must really train liao cant let my platform down!
quite happy cos got praised for my good control of my vehicle...but then i sux at handling MG la..haiyo. sianz cos when go back got test noe. finger pain sia.
and she'll never know

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Saturday, July 04, 2009
「 the longing. 6:38 PM 」

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

- Taylor Swift, Love Story

its a nice song...nice music video also..and shes like really pretty in the mv also. and the lyrics quite nice. ah watever.

and all thoughts and wild hopes would fade...soon enough.

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