the longing...

Sunday, November 20, 2005

im bitter at my own incompetency, im still unable to have the discipline to quit playing games...sigh. im bitter.

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i believe im making a wise decision to stop playing kal once and for all...at least for a long time...perhaps even to the extent that i stop playing computer games for a very long period...perhaps a year? Dont know if i got that discipline, but i got so much to do now, all the academics and now our new co teacher in charge is giving us so much problems...to the point that i really dislike him. arg.

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

today is the last day of the co leadership camp, it was much better and more fun then i expected, though it is very tiring and exhausting. i kinda made some new friends, and i guess most of them are friendly people...im able to learn stuff that i seriously might not be able to learn in my life, like the history of co, which is only around 50 years back? also the basics of repairing guan yue instruments especially sheng. then finally today we learnt conducting..quite ok i guess. i might actually miss it haha. at least everyone got this badge thingy...

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Monday, November 14, 2005

After one whole day of activites...im tired beyond exhaustion. Did I mention I woke before 6am this morning, and slept at 12am last night? And now when im going home, clem brought us up a wrong bus and that another mistake was made, forcing us to walk 5 bus-stop distance back to the mrt station...omg...then after a long trip, my mum was out and couldnt fetch me, so i had to take the bus back myself, then walk another stretch back home. sigh, now i really feel like i cant even walk anymore, my feets r so tired. then tomorrow still...arg

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

I guess im spending much much more time on games then the internet...so i guess ill stop blogging ^^ not like anyone comes here anyway, this place is for my personal thoughts to be recorded down only...maybe only stuff that will be blogged will be some special stuff...

next monday will be the start of the leadership camp thingy...dunno wats it gonna be like, but mostly conducting i guess, maybe not that fun after all? haha but watever...going then going lor, day camp after all, can meet new people *ahem* and also see my primary school friend...

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Sunday, November 06, 2005

logged in to change terence's link so might as well just post something...holidays so sian, everyday only play play play? sigh. see im so sian that im talking crap.

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