the longing...



Friday, March 31, 2006
「 the longing. 5:09 PM 」

today was vs sports day...but it kinda ended earlier due to the heavy rain...kinda a waste of time like that...so whats that about the postphoning? arg.

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Monday, March 27, 2006
「 the longing. 10:30 PM 」

somehow im super prone to injuries during basketball...everytime i play, its like almost hundred percent that i get a scratch here or a cut there on my hands...dunno why...and then im wondering if highly chlorinated watere removes...erm...wat its called...aiya never mind...im just talking crap.

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Friday, March 24, 2006
「 the longing. 1:38 PM 」

just got back my CA report card today, not exactly very nice. hmph. must really work hard for mid year.

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
「 the longing. 7:28 PM 」

really felt kinda shitty and damn crappy when my prelim orals ended today, i dun think i did even 75% of my capabilities...it resulted in my scoring becoming really bad...sigh...but isnt much that i can do at this stage, except doing my best for o levels...and also my prelim english papers. arg.

well, its better to get it over with fast. just hope my groupie mentality can pull me out of this sadness.

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Saturday, March 18, 2006
「 the longing. 5:31 AM 」

this post is about yesterday, so i should have posted it yesterday rite? but i too lazy la...anyway...

yesterday was my bronze swimming test which was due years ago...just cause of my personality problem, my swimmings lesson is dragged till now...oh well, at least its a bronze. then when i reached, it was like half an hour early...then i sit down there doing nothing...sian...as time passed, i saw a lot of small little children in pyjamas waiting by the deep pool. yea so i was wondering whether to change cause it was very awkward...

well anyway it all ended quite well, i think should be no problem. its kinda fun to swim early in the morning - the water is really very cooling.

then after all my handphone went out of battery so i had to walk home myself...i saw an old man walking up the stairs ( there is a long flight of stairs from the roadside up to the private housing area which i stay... )...then there is this temptation to run pass him all the way up...but in the end i didnt...and for the first time...this shy person actually offered and helped to carry the old man's few bags of groceries up...kinda cool actually

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
「 the longing. 7:09 AM 」

yesterday was one of the few times that temptation won over my sense of responsbility...but im really kinda regretting it...shouldnt have done that. im so sorry.

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Sunday, March 12, 2006
「 the longing. 8:40 AM 」

sec 3 camp just ended yesterday...im gonna miss the few days when the school dont have any sec3 at all...its much more peaceful and quiet. not to mention the much shorter queues, of course. i heard they won the basketball game in the exchange with the malaysian school. i was very surprised because we had always get trashed in the past years. only after a while did i realise that it was a different school. oh well. its still good.

tomorrow got co day camp...i hope the attendance will be good? even though the activities are a bit the...

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Friday, March 10, 2006
「 the longing. 4:04 PM 」

lol...acting monitor for a day.

finally...the holidays are here. too bad its just one week. and its ALWAYS spoiled by the homework. bleah there so much that my eyes can pop out. looking forward to the camp and upcoming co concerts i guess?

sadly the prelim orals are just after the holidays. omg. and then the mid year will start on 28th april, as the vp said. i really want to do well this time.

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
「 the longing. 8:19 PM 」

think i slacked and didnt go support the b division soccer team...then after that keep asking people if they went to find out the results...we lost...but look on the bright side! we are still first! runner up.

been playing basketball yesterday...lucky never forget my swimming lesson like last week. finally going to take the test next week...oh well. my finger hurts. the ball smashed into my poor little finger! now its still swollen after twenty four hours. but watever.

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Saturday, March 04, 2006
「 the longing. 5:15 PM 」

today is victorians day, and a busy day for me...morning got co combined prac, then victorians day performance, then go watch ntu concert...hectic. quite cool that we played two western songs and one pop song...its a break of the tradition like last year that we played co music...then again, not say there were a lot of people listening...but the second time we played, the principal, chairperson of the VSPSG, and one of our teacher in charge were there listening la...so im contented with that. haha somemore afterwards my teacher say the principal was talking about some black costume or something...if it gets done, i think it'll be quite cool for our concert la...so thats awesomeeee...

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Thursday, March 02, 2006
「 the longing. 8:36 PM 」

wat will be ur first reaction be when ur face slammed into a hard surface, you hear a loud crack in ur mouth. instantly u taste blood in your mouth and ur teeth hurts a lot. fear? or damn!

i was thinking damn when that happened to me...really scared my teeth will have problem...then blood keep coming out from the gums around the two teeth which got wacked...later found out its kinda shaky already...panic sia...that was yesterday during the free period...then cant concentrate on my work and keep getting scared.

only after school ended did i not think about it so much and felt better. well at least now it doesnt really hurt anymore and is quite stable already...no problem already i guess. to think how much it panicked me...haiz...

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