the longing...



Wednesday, August 31, 2005
「 the longing. 1:53 PM 」

teachers day today. after spending my nighttime yesterday going out to buy presents for our three co in charge teachers, hopefully they like it...its sad we didnt manage to give it personally to miss tan and mrs setho...but i believe it got into their hands?

after that i went back to rss. something i dont think i should have done and something i seriously dont think ill do again. Go back to primary school? for what? for me, i dont really know. being so antisocial last time, i dont have many friends or knew any teachers considerably well. therefore, returning just now was almost as well as to wasting time. sigh...really must make more friends now so if i happen to return to vs after going to jc...wun be so bad...arg

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Monday, August 29, 2005
「 the longing. 10:48 PM 」

the first thing mdm kwok taught today gave me something to think about. when it comes to a project, and your members or group doesnt want to do anything, you do it. You can say, "oh he never do this he never do that" but in the end, you can give all the excuses you want, it may not be your fault, but the result is still the same. Nothing is done.

of course, doing all the work for yourself while everyone else do nothing is seriously unbearable. its so unfair. you do all the work while the others get the same credit. yet, you still have to do it. thats the attitude needed, whether its in project or cca, the admin stuff or what...

not trying to complain or to chide, but just making sure i can remember this down and will always remember this. after all, my friend once told me bout how bad it all felt do these work. perhaps you ask, "why me?"

what do you want me to say? "if not you, then who?"

anyway, emd is just this friday. our standard? still okay i guess...then our shirt really kinda sucks. perhaps if everyone just followed my suggestion to just wear full black, it will be a whole lot nicer.

at first they wanted to draw their instrument on the back, but in the end xuyang agreed with wayne, and perhaps my idea...we just draw our 'names'...or rather watever u want to draw. i painted my name in chinese. suxs...cant imagine myself wearing tomorrow on full dress rehearsal..omgomgomg

so...i screwed my ca. wow surprise surprise. i think an 18 for l1r5. same as CA1. clap.

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Friday, August 26, 2005
「 the longing. 1:43 PM 」

felt so sick this morning...slight fever, back aches, sore throat, drowsiness. but still, i went to school..but at ten i cannot really stand it anymore...so i went home. Fell asleep immediately, now i just woke up, feeling much better. I guess my head had cleared, not so tired already. just that my sore throat still remains. hopefully ill recover fully by tomorrow for the cip

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
「 the longing. 8:54 PM 」

victoria school going co-ed. Woah. No way man. WTF...

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
「 the longing. 2:35 PM 」

sometimes i wonder...
since secondary school, i had the concept that im better then most, or rather, above average. however...im not that sure anymore recently. too much responsibility? is the pressures of being in the best class dampening? or being the cm of vsco been taxing recently?

After failing three tests in a row, getting sent to Amaths remedial, having a whole list of maths homework undone, which will defintely fail my CA...a talk with wayne last night made me think...indeed, i admit i had not done as much as im supposed to. but that had been taxing enough. am i not up to that heavy responsibility? has my quiet and antisocial characteristic taken its toll? I really must find some way to be able to cope with both studies and cca...and then about that getting of respect and understanding from the members...

just a way of reflection here...pouring out my thoughts. i really hope ill recover before the end of year exams...7 weeks doesnt seem so long anymore.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
「 the longing. 9:46 PM 」

got a new shiny basketball! haha now very protective over it

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Friday, August 05, 2005
「 the longing. 12:24 PM 」

today is cross country for vs...ended earlier then those before because there are no sec4s this time...quite fun because its the first time im running...haha, Rochore got 1st for B3...everyone from rochore was cheering when the name of another house was called as 5th,4th place and so on cause it means we will be better then them...quite unexpected perhaps...need to start on my maths or else i cant finish already...

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
「 the longing. 8:37 PM 」

getting busier already...well perhaps thats a good sign? For me to stop playing the computer like now, and start doing my homework for once? X-Country for my school on friday....running for the first time in three years....sian...surely die one...-.-

getting worried about EMD...wondering how we will do then...must remember the "special effects" and movements k...just reminding myself...

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