Min Xiang
4 Oct 1990
Thursday, February 03, 2005
I do not believe that i had actually felt stress or any depression for these fourteen plus years that i had lived...just that...two days before...when it was quite late already...and i had so much work to do...i suddenly feel this unbearable feeling...maybe its called stress...but then my antistress system
(aka 'dun-care-attitude') came in and it was over...weird huh? well but after that i was able to somehow cope with the work...
have you felt no one really cares about you, or in other words, give a damn about you? Its really a feeling that you wont want to get...gives me depression...
sigh...the new year decorations...really bad...if we get even third...will be a miracle...the notice board committee is not even helping...except arwinder...after i asked him to buy the backgrounds...the class not helping...everything throw at me...well...thanks for daniel for helping put up the red packets...being a secretary suxs.