Min Xiang
4 Oct 1990
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
sometimes i wonder...
since secondary school, i had the concept that im better then most, or rather, above average. however...im not that sure anymore recently. too much responsibility? is the pressures of being in the best class dampening? or being the cm of vsco been taxing recently?
After failing three tests in a row, getting sent to Amaths remedial, having a whole list of maths homework undone, which will defintely fail my CA...a talk with wayne last night made me think...indeed, i admit i had not done as much as im supposed to. but that had been taxing enough. am i not up to that heavy responsibility? has my quiet and antisocial characteristic taken its toll? I really must find some way to be able to cope with both studies and cca...and then about that getting of respect and understanding from the members...
just a way of reflection here...pouring out my thoughts. i really hope ill recover before the end of year exams...7 weeks doesnt seem so long anymore.