Min Xiang
4 Oct 1990
Friday, September 30, 2005
clement told me im much hated by the sec2s in CO. not surprising, i already know more or less that im hated, but what can i do about it? cry? bang the wall? of course i feel bad. no one likes to be hated so i dun hate anyone. so if anyone wants to hate me, go on with it. what makes me angry is that since you hate me, tell me straight in the face that u do, instead of doing some irritatable stuff to piss me off or what...tell me why you hate me, so that i can know for sure if its my fault, or just your self centeredness, your unthoughtful ness about people, or something to that nature. if its my fault, fine, ill change but no one wants to tell me it is...arg.