the longing...



Thursday, June 15, 2006
「 the longing. 6:24 AM 」

i was really confused yesterday, hesitant whether or not to go and apply for DSA for vjc...but actually, my mind was made up to go and apply...even settled the songs in my mind already...but then i decided not to this morning in front of the computer...its just that it is from such short notice and i didnt prepare beforehand...even for my dizi i had lost a bit of touch...eh no confidence...then somemore so last minute means i have to ready so many documents in such a short time....which is not that easy. but well, i do trust my academics to get me in...besides, i dun want to get tied so bondedly to co...perhaps all these are just excuses, but they sure work to make me detemine not to.

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