the longing...



Thursday, July 10, 2008
「 the longing. 8:23 PM 」

ive looking at some past photos and thinking...ive really changed quite a bit since secondary school...in all kinds of aspects, like thinking, dressing, style, attitude, and in some ways behaviour. seriously i think i looked kinda weird sometimes in sec sch (lucky it was all boys sch)...and maybe,hopefully became slightly more presentable in terms of appearance. lol. but still quite bad la. no choice.

got chem and econs today...now left only physics paper 2...some of my papers really suxed. im like flooding in demoralising feelings. but im not one who just go one corner and cry...so ill be okay after a while. get over it man and start taking my studies seriously. sure is easy to say thou...but actually very hard to do -.-'

and thus comes rantings part 2. i think my school is dumb la. y make our timetable so frigging long. spam revision until so late. doesnt they even consider that it'll just drain us up such that we cant even study properly at home due to fatigue, brain drained and lack of time? then some more the revision periods and lectures r like so long then how much can we absorb sia. might as well let us home early. then we can properly go home and mug. much more effective imo. like wat some other jcs r doing.

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