the longing...



Saturday, March 28, 2009
「 the longing. 10:51 PM 」

its 10.54pm and im gonna slp liao...cause tired mah. last night book out then damn shiok...then slpt like 5 hours only lor. so must make sure tonight get lots of slp! cause tmr wun be slping in the afternoon, then at night booking in liao...
someone from ntu called me to ask me to arrange a date for interview...then i was ok...have to go ask for permission to book out on weekday to go to ntu. at least its close haha! prob is just that it would be quite troublesome cause im not exactly very interested in going NTU...i would much rather go smu but hadnt recieved any news yet from there. which probably cause i havent submitted my documents...so gona do that tmr. time to go find my documents XD kk i go bathe liaoz
was a lame attempt and thus i wouldnt think bout it anymore. about time i guess?

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booked out of PLC a few hours ago...gosh its 1am liao...gotta slp soon~
kinda fun to not have to take tonner/bus then ferry then bus to book out. now we just march off from coy line and tada we r free. shiok feeling lor. but very long way home =( at least now can book in and out in civi huhu.

but at least now u dun get treated like dirt...and we got our rank! wahaha. thou its white...but still looks good. much better on our uni then the old one haha. got singapura somemore noe! but the situtation changes alot then we must adapt to. at the same time keep praying not to go aslc lol. kk off to slp

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Friday, March 20, 2009
「 the longing. 11:19 AM 」

omg im damn sian rite now can. im gonna be a trainee. haiz. y not become man with a 8-5 job sia. *jealous*

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Thursday, March 19, 2009
「 the longing. 12:37 AM 」

went out to plaza sing to watch Depatures..which didnt let me down really..was nice! as in like got the funny parts, got the touching parts, got the interesting parts and the storyline was good (though i kinda spoiled it for myself by reading the outline on wiki). much much much much better than wat i watched yesterday la. kungfu chefs. lol.

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
「 the longing. 8:04 PM 」

went to downtown east for lunch and movie, which is to say, to spend some money. (hard earned money) lots of talking crap and trying to waste time until 5.20pm which was the movie time. actually some of them wanted to watch coming soon which i wasnt really interested in. better things to do then try to scare urself rite. then in the end we all agreed on watching kung fu chefs (kfc)...which i actually tot about watching the previous time when it came out le. so we went in and then got quite disappointed by the retarded ending. dunno how to describe la. but not as good as i expected la. was like walaoing and wthing at the end. but ok la at least its $6 nia.

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Monday, March 16, 2009
「 the longing. 9:10 AM 」

wahaha my dad passed me down his phone lol. second hand as usual but ok la looks nicer and works better than my n73 (which has an awful crack). anyway. applying for SMU! thou gonna apply for NTU too in case. lots of factors to consider sia. still consider my second degree but also considering whether want or not.

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
「 the longing. 10:47 PM 」

pop lo! feeling damn high. but just really really tired. until i cant even think straight anymore. cant imagine those who went st james to club lol. woke at 1am sia. then 24km route march from 5am-1pm. walao eh damn tiring. at least field pack not that heavy. haiz i better go slp liao.

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Saturday, March 07, 2009
「 the longing. 6:30 PM 」

as the saturday evening sets in, i feel sian once again. just one more day till book in. at least i got the block leave to look forward to. unpacking my bags and gonna repack tonight to minimize load that im bringing back to camp and also my route march on wed. haiz. in the hot sun noe.

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Friday, March 06, 2009
「 the longing. 6:01 PM 」

pleased wif my results i guess. at least wun be scorned on by my dad for playing com all day. ha.

after the list of 3H2 distinctions passed my name i kinda felt damn sian. thou i really didnt expect to be on list anyway. had already made the worst case scenerio prepartions already mah....then come the 4H2 distinctions...kinda knew cfm wun have. but secretly hoping got. then when really got. effff! was so surprised and elated at the same time. seriously cant believe it.

but coming to reflect...i probably dun really deserve scoring so well..i think its like very lucky lor. i mean i really did put in effort (definitely much more than Os) but still probably less than some ppl that didnt did as well (considering how i still playing computer games rite before As). but i do believe that those who put in effort did get rewards for wat they put in. and for those who didnt score as well as they were expecting or hoping for, my advice is to not think about it as its not gonna help anyway. instead spend effort thinking how to make the best of wat u got. yep.

then like for econs...really dunno how i get A la..damn tyco. cause i hear everyone like write 18 pages or smthg for essay when i only write 8 pages. then i sian liao. then case study interpret smthg wrongly. but watever la.

booking in on sunday...shiok ah long weekend. then somemore my book in time is super late. wahaha. going SMU open house on sunday wif my sis. POP 11 march lo...really hope it doesnt rain. cause the wet weather program is like shit. after pop..then even more jiat lat life ahead.

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Thursday, March 05, 2009
「 the longing. 11:59 PM 」

6th March 6am in the morning.

woke up at 3+am and couldnt slp due to my blocked nose (both of them!) and lots of itching on my legs...probably those sandfly bites spammed on my legs and hands...zzz maybe go take a nap again later before i go sch at noon.

booked out last night, booked out with my field pack and my bulky duffel bag. feeling very high cause its the last book out before our GP..only thing quite sian is that today will be results day. but i believe ive already prepared myself mentally adequately for watever results i get, to not cry over split milk but instead make the best of wat i get, unlike for my Os where i just bo chap watever.

looking forward to GP on 11march not only cause it would mean BMT is over...but also cause after going thru the rehearsals i think it would really be fun to be part of the parade...thou it would be really tiring esp after the long 24km march in the morning. oh well. the only thing sian is that after the 11days leave..will be reporting to new unit which is most probably even more jiat lat. haiz.

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