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Thursday, August 06, 2009
awh shrugs man. ive just returned home, im all worn out, so dun come kaobei and bitch wif me when i dun even bother to care.
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Saturday, August 01, 2009
Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness
we were oiling chains when i asked my friend, is spending 150 bucks a month alot? he gave me an incredulous look and replied,'what, you spend 150bucks a month?', while another raised his head and asked,'what what? who spend 150bucks a month?'
i was abit taken aback, 'is that alot?'
then they started telling me about wat they can spend like 500 or 600 on average perhaps, while another lamented that just cigrattes alone can take more than a hundred bucks a month...
dunno y i just blogged that, but its a fact that i spend really little...and maybe learning from ppl that they spend much more make me feel slightly better about spending my money? especially those not very well-spent ones haha.
quite obvious but also sad, my parents stopped giving me pocket money like last nov or smthg. so now for once (well im abit of a pampered child) im spending my own money that i 'earned' (yea cheap labour), it gives a totally different feeling, u start to actually care about the price of the item u r buying much more, whether its worth it, and u feel a kind of satifiscation of being able to control how u want to spend ur money or smthg....or maybe that its spending of my own money, i can buy wat i want...but at the same time abit heart pain if spend too much lol.
tmr might be going to some farm with my family =.= should be near gedong there haha. talk about going there in the morning then again when i book in at night XD but need to consider want to go or not still lol
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